Living with Social Phobia

Sweetheart,
I cant write this without crying because it brings back memories of a time when I used to hide in the gym during lunch, and a time when life was something to be tolerated, and I was too down to consider suicide and too embarrassed to admit I was desperately lonely. I never thought things would get better but they did. I think you are very brave to take these risks and my heart goes out to you. My little brother is avoidant and he has not left my parents house for four years. You both are so attractive and genuine. I'm not sure if you will get my email address or not I am a big fucktard when it comes to computers. Please please, write though. I am lonely and lately I've been kinda isolating myself again which is starting to scare me. Where do you live? I'm in Colorado.